Update

I started this thing to update my weight loss. I haven't really kept up with it really well. So here is the newest update on how everything is going. I am down to a respectable 130. I still have 15 lbs to lose to get to my ideal weight. I haven't stopped smoking, yet. That is really hard. I am doing really well with cutting back though. I have made an appointment with a plastic surgeon to go in for a consult. I have imperfections with my body that I am not happy with that can be fixed with money. LOL. It is not that I hate my body in any way, it just won't be fixed with exercise. It happens when you have children. I have even talked about going to Mexico to have my work done, but I have found a plastic surgeon in Cookeville, and he does nice work. I'll let you know how it goes.

Just my luck!

So most of you know that I have been wanting a new car. Josh has told me that we will have to wait for another 6 months before that happens. So I thought maybe that if I just so happened to wreck my car, I might just get a new one. So today as I went to lunch so woman that was not paying any attention almost hit me, but didn't. =( As I was on my way home from getting Adison a stupid cat got brave and decided to try and make it across the road. It didn't. I am the worst driver that I know and can admit that. And I'm not going to wreck dodging a cat. Especially with my daughter in the car. Well the cat didn't make it, and my car has battles wounds now. It took out a chuck of my front bumper!!!!! So now I really need a new car.

Venting

Ok there are alot of things that bother me. But only 4 things come to mind that really just get under my skin. #1 All of my friends know exactly what I mean. DO NOT by no means in this world think that you are better than me!!!!! And don't think that I have the worst marriage ever, and you are sitting high on a fridgin pedastool. I know that mine and Josh's marriage isn't perfect by no means, WE CAN ADMIT THAT!! And the reason why we are still together is not because we have 2 kids, its because we truly love one another and want to be together. So get the f**k off your high horse and come back down to the real world, because your not fooling anybody. #2 People that talk shit about stuff they know nothing about. DON"T TALK ABOUT MY FAMILY! You have no idea what they are going thru with their own personal stuff. They try to give the best life for their children and you dare knock them down for that. That is so childish. When are you going to grow up! People make mistakes in their lives that we have no control of. I believe that God has a plan for everyone, and the mistakes that you make turn out to be a blessing. # 3 I only speak my mind. I don't try to please anyone but myself. I have no reason to make you think better of me. I do hold grudges. That is one of my many flaws. And don't let go so easy. If I don't like you, trust that you will know I don't like you. DON"T ASSUME ANYTHING. If you hear it out of my mouth, then you'll know. So don't run your mouth about me to anyone, especially if you can't say it to my face. #4 If you have a bad relationship, I don't want to hear about it. Everyone knows who this is directed at. I do not want to hear your drama about how you got a pshyco on your hands when you are always running back to them. That is your own fault. Realize that please.





Just alot of things have been on my mind lately, and needed a way to get them out of my head. So I hope you enjoy my little vent. THANKS