Wednesday, May 20, 2009

The Road Not Taken

I love this and thought I'd share, enjoy

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both.
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth.

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Through as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I..
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Robert Frost

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

In-Laws

I know that everyone has those wonderful in-laws that they can call on for anything and they would come no questions asked, what happened to mine. Josh and I have been together for 8 years, married for 6 of them and his family still hates me with a passion. I have never done anything to them to make them feel this way. But they try to turn Josh against me, and even try turning Payton too. This is were my B***H attitude comes into play. First they call us bad parents to my face, then turn around and tell Josh that it was never said. And tell him I am just so hateful to them and have an attitude when I come up there. Ok first thing I don't go around them unless Josh is with me. I don't want to be around them. The first impression of me was that I was pretty much a gold-digger. I have worked all of my life pretty much, even at times had 3 jobs, not because I had to have because I wanted them. I like being able to spend money on something I want. Right now I have 2 jobs, again because I want them. Get over yourself. They keep it up and they are going to find out how bad and mean I really can be. So some words of wisdom to those are getting married, move as far away from them as you can!! lol I hope no one ever has to go thru this, it can really put a strain on a marriage.

Monday, May 11, 2009

6 years and counting!!!

So yesterday was Mother's Day, happy belated Mother's Day to all moms out there. I got the sweetest thing from Payton that he done at school. It talked about how tall I was which he thought I was 13 feet tall, and only weighed 30 lbs, lol. And I looked like a heart, it was just so sweet. Along with it being Mother's day it was also mine and Josh's anniversary. Yep we have been married for 6 years now. Which is an achievement in both of our eyes. We both never thought we'd never make it this long. Josh and I are very different in many ways and don't see eye to eye on alot of stuff. We got married when I was 17 he was 18 and 3 months later had our first child. I had to grow up really fast and never got to experience the normal teenage life. Josh is still working on growing up. He is doing better, but with all things it takes time and patients. Which neither I have. LOL. So on Saturday we were going to go out but I was sick and didn't feel like much of anything. So we just laid around the house. On Sunday morning Payton brought me a card in bed. I opened it and it was an anniversary card with a note inside. As I began to read it I got very teary-eyed. It was from Josh saying how he is still in love with me, oh it was just so sweet. And if you know Josh he is not sweet by any means. It was really heart felt and still gives me goose bumps every time I think about it. They always say if you can make it past 6 years your in the clear, lets hope so. I remember why I fell in love with him 8 years ago and why I am still in love with him. True love concurs all. Hope you all have a blessed day.